| drowning in myself |
[Feb. 11th, 2007|12:39 am] |
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| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | joshua radin....indie stuff | ] | hmmmm????......alls i can figure out is that my mind is a cloudy lake covered in harmful thinking, and i have sometimes found myself drowning in the thoughts that everything could go terribly wrong in my life. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2007|07:18 pm] |
it is very hard to explain how i feel right this very second...
i feel like i am being abandoned but the other person doesnt even realize they are abandoning me...
what the hell am i supposed to do?
i am empty and cold. i just want to stop thinking all together
Brett |
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[Apr. 14th, 2006|01:12 pm] |
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Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!Woot Woot |
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[Mar. 16th, 2006|06:24 pm] |
trying to spy on a nude dinosaur who was stuck in the mud in the middle of the desert
think about it |
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[Mar. 10th, 2006|07:34 pm] |
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hehehehehe pooopooo caw caw |
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| another cool survey thing...where do people find these |
[Feb. 19th, 2006|12:44 am] |
[B][A][S][I][C][S] |1| What's your name? Brett |2| How old are you? 18 almost 19 haha |3| Where do you live? ROCK HILL |4| Do you have any siblings? 1 brother 2 sisters |5| When's your birthday? April 14th |6| What's your religion? I believe |7| Do you have any pets? 1 dog 1 cat |8| What school do you attend? York Tech
[F][A][V][O][R][I][T][E][S] |9| Place to shop: dont really care, i just go with it |10| Food: italian food i guess |11| Color: so many but green is good |12| Animal: PENGUINS |13| Song: wow be more specific |14| Actress & Actor:Natalie Portman, Zach Braff |15| Movie: i will say Garden State or Waiting |16| T.V. Show: the OC, or smallville |17| Singer: ace enders,anthony green,tom delonge...... |18| Restaurant: who cares it is food |19| Season: summer or winter |20| Holiday: all are good when someone cares
[T][H][I][S] [O][R] [T][H][A][T] |21| Coke vs. Sprite- coke. |22| Britney vs. Christina- haha lame |25| Snow vs. Rain- SNOW. |26| Winter vs. Summer- SUMMER. |27| American Eagle vs. Express- AMERICAN EAGLE. |28| California vs. Florida- either or |29| Eminem vs. 50 Cent- what is the difference besides skin o yeah fifty got shot he is hxc |30| Single vs. Taken- content
[L][A][S][T] |31| Instant message: spencer |32| Phone call: brittany broome |33| Movie: waiting |34| Kiss: dunno a while ago |35| Hug: ha you know |36| Drink: anything to get me goofy. |37| Shop visited: foodlion |38| Song listened to: Princeton |40| Person you yelled at: myself haha
[H][A][V][E] [Y][O][U] [E][V][E][R] |41| Went skinny dipping: yea |42| Stole anything: well...yeah |43| Smoked: no |44| Drank: yes |45| Danced in the rain: definatly |46| Wished you were someone else: just certain childish aspects |47| Broken someone's heart: not that i know of...i hope not |48| Been out of the country: yes i went to canada |49| Dreamed about something insane: o hell yeah |50| Actually slipped on a banana peel: haha yeeee-nooo. haha
[L][O][V][E] |51| What's your current status? content... |52| How many people have you been out with? ??? |53| Have you ever wished that you could change yourself just to go out with someone? naw i think i am fine noone has made me think otherwise |54| Do you believe in love at first sight? yeah |55| If you could, what and would you change about yourself to make yourself more attractive? my tail.....naw jk |56| Do you believe that there is an only one for everyone out there? yeah |57| Name one person worth waiting for: Potia Pottie |
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[Feb. 14th, 2006|02:28 pm] |
The Rules: The first player of this game starts with the topic of "5 Guilty Pleasures" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about 5 Guilty Pleasures as well as state this rule clearly. In the end you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
1. Music-well msuic is my life....i love music. 2. Dreaming-i love to dream cause i go into a perfect world. 3. Friends-what can i say, you cant live with em and cant live without em. 4. Defiance-i love to defy the rules when i can. 5. haha if you only knew.
i tag:
1.dan 2.dwayne 3.whitney 4.evelyn 5.jessica |
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[Feb. 13th, 2006|03:13 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | mae...............woot! woot! | ] |
So this is definetly my tattoo that i got.....
and this is definetly me saying who the fuck cares anyways. i just wanna go have fun, go on tour with bombshell, do more high five jokes, and just stop taking life so seriously. i may get drunk, especially if me and tim have ours together. oh and did i mention how great not sleeping is. oh and how much fun going to a gym can be where you lift weight then beat the fuck out of a heavy bag......well i am done ranting and being on a happy spell so goodnight........................... |
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[Feb. 10th, 2006|01:13 am] |
i miss everything everyday
even the things that are little and unimportant
i miss your smell
your eyes
your love
i miss the support
i miss you
it has been like 6 years
i hope you are well
grandma i miss you woth all my heart
i hope someday when this world is done you are waiting in the heaven me and you created. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|03:41 am] |
blah morning
blah afternoon
blah night
blah blah blah
oh yeah i finished my book finally
it was amazing. |
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